WPV 31: Eggs & Dirt. Hell sent an army.
Dedicated in Memory of Fr. Benedict's words of dedication given before the Gate of Celestine on the occasion of the Opening of the Gate in 2009. Esp. these words:
"God's response passes through the solidarity of men, which cannot be limited to the initial emergency, but must become a stable and concrete project over time".
And:
"To pass through the door we must renew our adherence to Him; we must make ourselves available to be guided by Him, the authentic Shepherd of our souls."
May our secular lives be guided by wisdom of wise men.
Executive summary
Assaults and complaints of assaults.
One of the greatest gifts of Reformed Christianity to secular society is the tradition of Confession of Sins in our Services.
Citizenship tests. We expect he/she now claims a Truly held Repentance and desire for this new secular Grace in place of old, even ancient barbarian behavior by ancestors and self. We expect a whole inward and outward embrace of our Enumerated Rights, Constitution, and agreement with our Truths. But this oath has no test.
Over 100 years ago... escaping feudalism to the improvement of indentured servitude.
There is a complaint in the news... I know that even in our Graceland, wrong is sometimes done and covered up.. justice and policing in historical last-century rural places when the only way to create safety was distance or dirt...
AN OPEN LETTER TO HON. CONGRESSMAN (RETIRED) GARY CONDIT Sir, I'm sorry. I tried and failed to relieve you of the accusation of murder. I'm the guy who saw Chandra Levy alive on July 10, 2001 at 10a.m. In the twilight, do not loosen your grip on Faith. Hell sent an army.
Land Return Movement
1999 On a certain day that year my day of Nullification arrived.
Picture a British Monarch surrounded by loyal Ministers in a private chamber ca1800. The question is asked: how to solve the American Question. The answer is to let them settle and develop the land and then steal it back by kabala.
We need a Coup de Grace, with emphasis on Grace. There is one officer with leverage on all the actors and especially the Principles. But who will move him?
The end of color and race. Ukraine has a baby factory and Putin is furious.
There's the world as I see it.
Finale'.
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To begin...
Flashback to 2011 ...
I met a redhead. She was a well-known real estate agent seen on bus outer ads all over town. I don't recall how she was referred to me but after a bit of review I called the office. Surprise, her schedule was open for a retiring new arrival needing a new house. I discovered quickly she was in the business of choosing and denying properties for discussion and review which was an undesirable trait. But the point for this note that matters is one of history and family. In brief comments we learned we each were related to Swedish ancestors. Hers were Sami and the way I learned is the entire point here: she complained furiously that her people were treated horribly over the centuries after Christendom arrived. She was angry.
Folks, it has been over 600 years since the Sami were isolated for refusing modernity brought with Christianity. Conversion was a matter settled early but separation was the result. Social unrest and economic opportunity loss resulted. The Sami are Entheologists. After 600 years they are still driven to hatred by practiced memories despite modernity bringing unimaginable benefits. Their shaman brought them none of it; only misery.
Today, in the months since my last post of WPV 30 in which I offered to meet USAF Engineers, there was a response but not as you would expect. There was a surprise assembly at my local grocery store on several occasions and then as suddenly as the uniformed USAF appeared they disappeared. There is no near by facility and when I inquired there was no reason given for their assemblies. However, during one, there was a Chief Master Sergeant(?) present named Padilla whom I spoke to briefly. He seemed awkward. But he was escorting an enlisted guy of obvious Central American heritage. Short. Dark and Mayan in ancestry. And very angry. He looked ready for a fight. I deduced he was the entire purpose of the gathering.
Confession
One of the greatest gifts of Reformed Christianity to secular society is the tradition of Confession of Sins in our Services. We do this as a community, openly, and give to ourselves and to others the gift of private silent communion with our Creator. But we also give to each other and our children the example and lesson of this ritual having been accomplished today, and by our ancestors for all ages preceding. It is a lesson in the character of both who we are and who we have been which led to today.
We have learned to take seriously this ritual and avoid the abuses of past ages when a private detailed confession was demanded by a priest for salvation. A priest who could be also abusive, careless, and selfish with the knowledge, and horribly demanding in acts of penitence.
Our country benefits by this advance in social training given by communities of faith. As we come to trust each other to seek Right in Faith we also come to trust each other to seek Right in social acts and mores. It is a trust that is easily abused but it is a fundament of our character unshared by other communities. And it is abused by other communities also as a result. We cannot know true private thoughts. We take a person's word as a seriously offered genuine truth.
Our courts rely on this character. So does our policy and practice of immigration and Citizenship. But the oath of allegiance to flag, laws and country are easily lied about in an era when the expected words recited are well known and disseminated for practice in advance.
An oath of allegiance is expected by us to be a moment in which a new citizen stands before our secular Altar of Grace, flag, and Justice, having made privately a confession and repentance of past acts of disgrace by both self and ancestors. We expect he/she now claims a Truly held Repentance and desire for this new secular Grace in place of old, even ancient barbarian behavior by ancestors and self. We expect a whole inward and outward embrace of our Enumerated Rights, Constitution, and agreement with our Truths. But this oath has no test. We receive it in trust which is easily broken and too frequently broken in these times. We are too often disappointed by falsehood.
Chief Padilla and his peidella were clearly a fundamental failure cast in uniform. It was entirely evidenced this peidella was entirely unfamiliar with the need to repent past abuses of ancestors and embrace a new world of Rights; Give no respect of blood and death rituals and totems of mutilated bodies nor the glorification of those of the past.
Our Rights have nothing to allow to abuses of those Rights. Mayan and Aztec historians and archeologists have copious records of horrors committed by those cultures. And yet peidella couldn't contain his anger at a well-measured criticism. His skin and bones had no penalty cited. Only the horrors of thoughts, drugs and actions were called to account. He was as foolish as the redhead, angry that a 600 year old ritual would be criticized as though the strength and wisdom of his ancestors to arrive alive in his person were somehow the target. Nonsense.
Padilla was a command failure. And the peidella was unfit for his uniform and service. USAF may have an indentured service program that concludes with citizenship for immigrants, but the qualifications for citizenship are just as demanding and trust was clearly being violated in his case. Both needed reeducation. Welcome and citizenship is only granted to those agreeing with our Rights and it does not welcome organized abuses of Rights, no matter how ancient nor Traditional. This comment should not even be necessary in our time and place. For any person to contest ours versus their ancient Traditional practice is a fundamental error in their mind and a reason for ejection.
Over 100 years ago...
My ancestors arrived from both sides of the North Sea: Maternal ancestors from the north and Paternal from the south. Each landed in different eras: Paternal before the Civil War and Maternal in the post-war Reconstruction. They each had something in common: escaping feudalism to the improvement of indentured servitude, bonded to land-holders only temporarily as labor made payment for land and freedom.
Our nation was founded by people who paid for their place in history with labor in times of both peace and war. There was no luxury of currency and coin in those days. We were a place of a new experiment in governance: Of the People, By the People, For the People.
This had never before been done. And mid-way in our success toward nationhood a decision was made to open the door to a newer experiment: Servitude without Slavery with people of non-European non-Christian background. It was a new form of indentured servitude and it had a rocky and difficult record that often, too often, descended into a form of policing and management indistinguishable from slavery.
The pace of language training and social adjustment was a nightmare and we still are recorded as a nation of slave-owners when the truth is closer to being a nation of indentured servitude for the mutual benefit of hired and hiring party, all leading to an un-bonded life for all. There is bigotry in classrooms and pulpit; perhaps more than there ever was in the field.
By the time of my birth many believed the Confederate side had laid down its complaints and accepted our Union. I never heard a word of doubt until I moved south.
Today the examples of non-euro talent are so very evident any system of racism or class bigotry is too obviously disconnected from reality. Our color-blind belief is rewarded. So, why is it again tested? Is it forgetfulness or something else?
Every harvest season our nation celebrates successes at festive gatherings and because of our multi-ethnic history there are interwoven and shared traditions. These become like our church 'pot-luck' dinners where traditions are shared and appreciated within the shared community of a single governmental allegiance to Enumerated Rights.
RedHeads
Back in essay WPV#4 Message 32814244 I wrote of my cousine suffering assault from our grandfather. He was a doctor, a veteran, a fraternity founder and patriarch of two sons and 9 grandchildren. But his assault was a horror. I placated my mind with the idea it was a one-off event, possibly caused by P.E.Ds needed for an extended hospital duty schedule. Nonetheless it occurred when both of his sons were nearby and the guilt and damage were indisputable and indefensible. I was also there in the minutes immediately afterward.
He was ordered by a judge 'no contact' for life. Our family descended like a backwards playing of OZ from Technicolor beauty to the dull grey and harsh dry winds of a Kansas dust bowl. Our family gatherings became a charade in a heartbroken desert. Half-way one would leave and the other arrive.
I still remember how as little bitty kids we would play together in all seasons including rain and snow. We had swimming and skating and sliding and stickball and dogs and peanut butter sandwiches... And inside on foul weather days we could play an odd little game whose rules I have forgotten. But it required wiggly giggly kids to sit on stairs and somehow move up and down the stairs until someone reached the top first. Over and over. Those were the good years. The before years.
I still remember the Sunday we gathered as a family all together for her Confirmation service when all her classmates were assembled in white robes with red collars, looking a bit like cardinals. It was a day to celebrate a teen's successful graduation from the study of Luther's Small Catechism, to the confession, vow and membership in the congregation of faith.
Until now I haven't told you: she is a redhead, like her mother. And so today is her husband and children. And that should make you smile. RedHeads in Graceland. And you should have no doubt she is dear to us.
Old evil
There is a complaint in the news from the far north. An ancient evil assaulted the people of the north and caused injury. It occurred so long ago few are alive to remember but the survivors say it cannot be forgotten. There are similar complaints near to us and there are similarities in the stories. Physical force is used to hurt and insult.
I am familiar with the hurt. I know that even in our Graceland, wrong is sometimes done and covered up. When my family committed to silence for my cousine's dignity, we could not possibly know how silence would become a source of indignity in future years. I was late-20's when grandpa died and the horror of allegations of his serial abuses at his medical office and clinic were revealed. It was at his funeral when I learned. It was the first and last time his granddaughter saw him in over a decade. He escaped to silence of the grave, separated by dirt from his accusers.
His accusers deserved justice. They received none. There are only complaint forms recording the hurt. Records of medical appointments that might corroborate dates and names were put out of reach somehow by someone. Time has passed and death has likely taken the injured with age. Justice delayed and justice denied.
I know this. I am angry. Reform is required. A very precise and surgical removal of a cancer from a body of men that also conducts good is required. The good should remain. We have a right to gather for... PEACEFUL PURPOSES. Where is their confession? And their repentance? Papa !
But what of the complaints of a broad-based racist 'cleansing' of tribal First Nation people?
We know of the centuries of ritual confessions and harvest celebrations in our culture of multi-national citizens. We also know we subdued with force the armies of the south who dared to demand permission to keep an indentured-by-force population in a system indistinguishable from slavery.
And we know these events occurred in a rural place nearly 100 years ago and more. And we know that natural wealth for tribes is seasonal and a child offered to private care and schooling has both benefit and loss to family and person. And we also know that in those years medical care was needed to receive people without modern medicine to discover skin conditions indicating disease and malnutrition and parasites. This would require a daylight exam where strong lighting only came from sunshine. Body orifices would be examined. Haste would be needed. Language and trust barriers would be broken in the absence of family and translators. Children cry and fear is infectious. Pain and fear create strong memories.
I recall at age two toddling across a busy street passing our home and a frantic angry mother paddling my bare butt painfully in front of others right there on the sidewalk. Yet mother is the source of love as well as justice and the memory is diluted by love.
We are not a monstrous racist people but monsters live among us.
I... KNOW... THIS.
What of other claims of hideous treatment of tribal people? How do we carefully measure justice and policing in historical last-century rural places when the only way to create safety was distance or dirt? There were no brick and steel jails. And there were scarce policing opportunities putting urgent decisive action ahead of careful and forgiving patience.
We now live in an era when we have the luxury of abundant time and means of separation. And we have gone to great expense to pay for careful cautious justice. We are not mean. In desperate times desperados must be handled without delay. Armies are trained to be decisive to our benefit.
We know this. We are long centuries past the era of bigoted tribal and racist assumptions. Our courts are sagging under the weight of the records of slow and deliberate justice. Our intentions are clear. But the good words in our laws and regulations must be respected and adhered to. Uniformity of character, will and skill is flawed with no solution.
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AN OPEN LETTER TO HON. CONGRESSMAN (RETIRED) GARY CONDIT
Sir,
I'm sorry. I tried and failed to relieve you of the accusation of murder. I'm the guy who saw Chandra Levy alive on July 10, 2001 at 10a.m. In my home neighborhood across the street from Microsoft's Redmond campus. She was healthy and whole and photogenic right there in front of me. After a couple days of pause I decided that the political theater and character assassination attempt needed justice, a good Samaritan, and there were no other witnesses except co-conspirators. I made two phone calls to authorities I trusted: D.C. FBI and D.C. METRO upon referral by FBI. In following days and years I also posted comment using the avatar dudleydoright on CNN/legal with each Chandra article until they stopped. I also called you Cali office and the woman who answered hung up on me. Your private attorney didn't return my call.
I don't know why they didn't act in your defense. I did. And later when the accused perp Ingemar Guanedique was arrested and charged with the murder I emailed and called D.C. PUBLIC DEFENDERs several times to make the same point: she was alive on that date in July 2001. I spoke to Jon Anderson and delivered my email letter to him.
I had unique privately given knowledge about a drug abusing congressperson who was also reported to be denied your party support as House DNC party chairman for re-election. I deduce you were aware of the drugs and associates and risk of real reputation and blackmail injury to both person, party, House, Congress, and Country. You acted for the well-being of all and for that you deserve a nod of regard for tough service.
When the theatrics all played out, no body was discovered except some dubious dental fragment. Rabbis were denied any evidence from FBI searches for burial because it was all discredited. Even the supposed perp who went to trial was released after having been reported as Puerto Rican.
I write after these long years of silence for the reason: you were wrongly dishonored. You deserve justice. And in these long years of silence I suppose you know something of the same Nullification as I do. Thus I make the point:
Heaven did not overlook nor fail to respond to faith nor prayer of the faithful.
Hell sent an army. In the twilight, do not loosen your grip on Faith.
Hell sent an army.
Regards
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I'm not some tough guy. I'm more like Pre-Cap, y'know, the skinny guy in the alley getting his face turned into hamburger and still getting up, from the first Captain America movie. Pre-Cap. I'm not the guy gals are impressed by and I know it. Modest with lots of reasons for modesty.
Jack and Jill ran up a hill to fetch a pail of water.
Jack fell down and broke his crown...
You remember Jack the Ripper don't you? Isn't that a weird story? What's going on there? Did you read recently that a rare gold coin depicting a Roman emperor was found in Romania and identified as authentic after very many years since discovery. It had been discredited as fake by a so-called expert named Cohen. The course of historic record was deceived and perverted by one man telling a falsehood and calling Truth a Lie.
Do you remember the board game: CLUE?
A better question is: What's going on here?
Land Return Movement
Do you remember the name: Edward Snowden? Do you notice technology reports of malware and data thefts? Do you know the software names NSO, PEGASUS, SHADOW, and did you notice in the middle of revelations that NSO sold majority ownership of Pegasus to a British holding company? All along as reports stated it was Israeli, it was only originated with Israeli staff and shuffled like a shell game from Israel to USA to England and you probably didn't notice. There were also reports of customized installations for clients and now we know SHADOW exists for much the same purpose and owned by dotGov IIRC.
Did you also hear about Infraguard and Safetech? Our own agencies have created a security and spy industry for hire in an attempt to legitimize personal rights violations. Why? Is it really about preventing another 9.11 or preventing another whistleblower like myself from interfering with 'Jack'. Are Siri and Alexa friendly? Is your financed home yours, or the bank's? You have limited rights in rented apartments, btw. I live on Cohen Property Management property. Hmmm.
How about cellular satellite comm with smartphones? You heard about the sub-6Ghz 5G pause last year with two cell-cos near airports. And now new iPhones include SMS for SOS. Did you know PRC established the near-by-to WiFi satellite band of 4.x for their domestic phones dating back to new regulations dated 2015? Their UniSOC modems have had this for years and you should expect the tech has been ready since before that. It could have been built in without certification.
And you have also heard of out-of-bandwidth attacks via BTLE and WiFi aka "zombie mode" that is used at coffee shops to force malware onto victims. Why do you care? Kobe is dead and we read reports the chopper pilot had altimeter calibration problems. Did someone onboard have a PRC-branded phone? How about that PRC airliner that crashed straight down?
Who is your friend? Please remember who has been in the past. I suggest the Union North is still the defender of our Enumerated Rights.
Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall. Humpty Dumpty had a great fall. All the king's horses and all the king's men, couldn't put Humpty Dumpty back together again.
Wait, did they want to or did they cause the fall?
Flashback to 1999
On a certain day that year my day of Nullification arrived. I had already witnessed three strategic fighter aircraft programs sabotaged and there was no law permitting whistleblowing by Defense contractor employees. Only dotGov employees had legal permission and security via specific channels. But Senator McCain was moving a new law through Congress to expand legal rights and means.
I discovered my paternal grandfather's Founder status in his fraternity by a visit to a Grand Lodge, giving explanation for his protection, and procured a copy of the fraternity's Bible' written by Albert Pike at a used book store. That Grand Lodge had a room filled with stacked copies of that book so large it numbered thousands. On the same store visit I impulsively purchased a curious little old book with pyramids on the cover written by Worth Smith: Miracle of the Ages aka the 9.11 manifesto. By late '98 I had been a tenant of a Yale PhD landlord aka 'Dr. Salt'. He talked about Yale societies named Scroll & Key, Skull & Bones, Wolfshead, and tapping and legacies. He was both. I wasn't very interested but the trap was set. The means, motive and actors all on stage. Jack was ready to 'give 'er a rip'.
When the aerosol spray hit I was totally naive. The rage was furious and my actions wrong. Then I blacked out for 48 hours only coming to remembrance when I returned to the scene of the hit. I still don't understand what happened. I see pieces and can't make sense of the whole. Guesses and theories are as speculative as UFO sightings. I've given up.
When 9.11 arrived it was an 'I told you so' moment with wet tissue sitting in front of the TV. The messenger was nullified and the message disbelieved, both Chandra and 9.11.
Trumpty Dumpty sat on a wall... you know the rest.
Why?
Here's my best layout in the form of a screenplay.
Picture a British Monarch surrounded by loyal Ministers in a private chamber ca1800. The question is asked: how to solve the American Question. The answer is to let them settle and develop the land and then steal it back by kabala. They have fraternity men, Mossad Zionists, First Nation Land Return activists, and Asian Commonwealth military drug and poison specialists all arranged. Rewards are promised for a successful operation: land and territory to First Nation; return of Regency to Zionists; return of Koh-I-Noor to India, return of territories Formosa, Japan, Korea to China; return of all Caribbean islands and Central America to Spain, Norte Alto to Mexico, Alaska to Russia, Louisiana Purchase to France.
The rest of the screenplay is a walk through military campaigns and economic disruptions to weaken by division and debt the uppity protestant colonies. Tactics include war and tainted poisoned medicines and vaccines and drug addiction just as were conducted in the Opium Wars. Who were the main actors there? You recall of course. Why do we trust them today?
If you fail to remember history you are doomed to repeat it. Do you know who drugged the Russian Prince who married the Queen of Georgia 800-ish years ago? Do you know who had the skill and will? And then what about Rasputin? Skill and will, please.
I have written many times: Reality is more interesting than fiction.
Back to reality then.
If the Land Return Movement succeeds, do the new owners recover every penny denied them for 200-ish years? Do all banks and mortgages and buildings and every harvested crop from every acre for 200 years pay back-taxes and yield their titles to ... (X)? Is all property of every kind then owned by (X) and sales tax owed too? Do all states yield their accounts and treasury balances of cash and equities? Is it a full seizure of everything without a shot ever fired on a battlefield?
Does China now assert kinship with First Nation because DNA tests showed some similarities with southern Chinese who migrated long, long ago due to entheology prohibitions? Does England, France, Spain and Russia know their land dispute will begin a new chapter of empire takeover the moment USA is dissolved? China will assert its empire with First Nation landlords in North America.
Enumerated Rights cancelled
Kabala is real and debauchery is a tactic to secure loyalty in fraternity men like boathouse blood rituals and gang rape. Who cares in today's theater?
There are women in DoJ who know. Why do they remain silent? Time magazine made three FBI women investigators People of the Year '02 for their whistleblowing. How'd that work out for them?
We need women and especially wives and mothers to remember the story of Samson and Delila. We need women to believe 'Mom's lives matter'. We need men to remember old historic lessons and reasons we escaped European despots to form a more perfect union.
It's pretty clear that both political parties are shepherding their members with fear tactics. Women are threatened on both sides by external and internal invasion: home and body.
China has a saying: 'Kill chicken, scare monkey.' That fraternity bible says: "The purpose of (org) is to conduct the lives of men like steam through pipes." How's that Nordstream pipeline doing? How about Keystone? How about electricity in N. Carolina? Do you remember the story of Laurence of Arabia teaching tribes to tear down telegraph lines to disrupt occupying colonialists? Do you remember that was also the first tactic used in retaliation against occupying USA in the Gulf? Do remember and take seriously the memories and use them as instructive?
How do we solve this?
We need a Coup de Grace, with emphasis on Grace. There is one officer with leverage on all the actors and especially the Principles. But who will move him? There is a German Bishop with living memory of the horrors of a single man's maniacal thoughts and deeds causing hell on earth. His memories presented to other Bishops and one most of all, at an opportune time and place can remind the entire Holy See of the need to hear the pleadings, prayers and confessions of their congregations. His words at the Gate of Celestine were a good start.
Fratelli Tutti is not just an argument for unity, it is a demand for allegiance and in that allegiance I invoke the Ritual of Confession of Sins and Penitence. Does the Bishop still call his Fratelli to obedience to his orders? Do his consecrated Princes and Kings still obey the demands of the Prince of Christendom? Is Malta the only case because they have no fearsome military?
Now would be a good time to instruct the Princes to keep up with their duties including Confession of Sins. Perhaps there are faithful political and secular officers who can be influential. I hope and pray it goes peacefully.
Why do we want to solve this? Don't our enemies have rights too? Is the vision of a global Star Trek borderless Federation coming? It might be better to ask: Is this the right way?
I see two major problems in the global disruption: disagreement over Right & Wrong including drug use leading to battery assault and theft; and Racism including more subtle racialism.
We solved both problems on paper and the world hates us for it. They want drugs and Entheology as an expression of their Rights. Our borders deny them their rights. A bishop who breaks borders thus grants an influx of violations. But what if there are no blacks or whites any longer?
The end of color and race: Eugenics' Finale'
Ukraine has a baby factory and Putin is furious. News reports are gentle in their language but it is clear that his reason for calling Ukraine the N-word is the industrial-scale production of blond babies by surrogate mothers. It is an obvious moral question their nation answered long long ago, before WW2.
If every low-caste Indus family can be converted by IVF and Aryan germ cells, isn't their entire social dilemma resolved? Rinse and repeat for every other nation suffering discrimination. Think especially of Sephardic Jews.
I recall decades ago in a forgotten news source a story of Israeli genetic lab doctors raiding a cryo-bank and taking eggs without permission. Their moral question was proven answered with that article.
I had lunch at a Carl's #1101719 some time ago and the young blond female clerk was so impaired she couldn't enter the coupon code to create the correct meal order. A manager aided and I flexed my choice to minimize store cost to correct the delivered mistake. As I dined, an Asian male arrived with a medical kit he unpacked in my sight and took some hypodermic needles and bandages to a back room with the clerk pushed ahead. Huh? What was that?
My neighbor is a young brunette and a longer term tenant than I. When I moved in below she looked like a runway supermodel. She was a twin of Duchess Kate and I mean that in the most respectful and complementary way possible to person, family and Creator. Then her new bf moved in. He was publicly a friend of narcos and a user and self-declared epileptic. Last 4th has was shouting out of his head from the balcony: "Mainland China attacked Taiwan today!"
He lived there 3 years before assaults became bloody and I discovered the office didn't have him listed nor security background-checked. The lady descended into a slobbish falling-down-in-the-yard addiction and is incoherent now for 7 years. She appears trapped in a hotel California in which she is harvested for something... could be welfare checks or it could be beautiful eggs. Cue ABBA: money, money, money, always funny...
My wife had a brain tumor.
She was diagnosed in Dallas after taking a role in their genetics research labs. It was described as orange sized and located behind her orbital socket and displacing her frontal lobe and pressing the brain to the side including pituitary. There were increasing medi-psy symptoms that were undiagnosed for some 20 years by careless docs who just called her 'liar' and 'crybaby'. 'Deal with it'. It worsened fast during marriage.
We divorced years before because without the diagnosis and despite failed counseling and prophylactics I took it to be a personal choice matter. We had known each other at church for two years before marriage. She was a stunning beauty and I was intimidated and avoided her until one Sunday she stepped in front of me abruptly and said: 'Hi'. I was a skinny academic who wasn't dating to make grades. Until then.
When we moved, I made clear my priority to invest in her at the school of her choice to finish. My family had produced three generations of college women by that time. She graduated Suma Cum Laude' Valedictorian double major Bio/Chem at one of the finest (Christian) Universities in the world. She was single by that date but my initiative, work and finances enabled her choice and opportunity.
So tell me, at what age did she suddenly become smart? 20? 17, 15, 12, 10? How is it that someone with such qualities and achievements is called a liar all her life? How is she denied medical care all those years when it is plain to us outsiders in hindsight that her head injury cracking her skull all around and leaving sharp edges at her orbital eye socket went uncared for? Why was it necessary for her to present academic superiority to get care? Was she unqualified for care because of gender, or appearance, or Protestant faith?
How's your mom, wife, daughter? My mom suffered for decades from something undiagnosed and I have guesses but no proof. The entire world knows about NTD and the advanced stage symptoms. I read not long ago about a Vietnam vet who finally after long decades received care for schistomyosis advanced stage illness after having been denied even anti-parasitic meds for decades. He served on riverboat patrols and the disease was endemic to the area. He was denied basic care by Uncle Sam for decades.
There's a similar disease all along the American northern continental ridge forming our riverine drainage system. The bug is different and because its body waste is less toxic it is categorized as medically insignificant. Even more, there are laws linking the psy-condition of "Delusional Parisitosis" to complainants who have had 'swimmer's itch' as kids and then present themselves years later with complaints. Doctors are required to consider delusion in these patients. But the bug lives and multiplies in the same tissue as the other world variations.
What if a kid like that also gets a tainted polio vaccine? What if a woman takes the Pill? Double-whammy. Then what results? At what age do the symptoms finally deserve to be medically significant? What if the patient is a Protestant?
What about vaccinations overseas and on Reservations for people similarly exposed to these endemic diseases? Isn't it reasonable for them to receive care for the advancing diseases? I do.
And what if an adult survivor passes the condition to children who all receive a Covid vaccine? Korea has expertise here.
Who cares? I do.
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Eugenics and Larceny
If I were an Anglo-Confederate churchman 40 years ago and part of the kabala plan and I had a background in math and finances, how would I support England's plan? How could I harvest and weaken the uppity protestants. Well, if I were a D.C. connected donor I would look for a Senate staffer for a powerful Senator committee chairman who knows 'stuff' before the public does and I'd be his bestest friend.
I'd provide support for a staffer who had insight into future technology applications in government financial tools, like computers, and I'd ensure his son or daughter had every possible advantage. Then in future years after the child was groomed and operating a massively successful company I'd make an 'unrefuseable' deal.
I would offer a contract connection in the dark operations of government and ask if they could and would assist in managing emergency cash flows, off the books, for emergency situations that require hidden transactions. Since it is Uncle Sam requesting, it can't be illegal, right? Certain USA functions need such hidden capability, right?
And I would help a bright software guy or gal write custom code that enabled a financial database to have two veerry special features (not bugs):
1 there would be a hidden Administrative access security level
2 there would be hidden columns of entries and characters, like the 'deceased' and 'deceased on' and 'payment to' mail address and bank account columns in SSA databases.
I'd make it possible to continue SSA payment beyond eligibility to a recipient for the emergency cash needs of grey and black ops. Zombie payments.
What could go wrong? How many decedents are there? How many zombies?
What if I was a USDA official? Could the program of inspections be interfered? I recall back around 2015 that Reuters reported the entire PRC corn storage plant was declared unfit for animal and human consumption. It was sold in its entirety to Mexico, per Reuters. Did it make it into USA products directly or indirectly?
How about potassium as salts or preservatives or sweeteners? Any potassium rat poisson or saltpeter kno3? Who's looking? Who cares?
Just spitballing, of course.
My old St. Olaf roommate is on Face_ and I found him in a moment of curiosity. Freshman roommates are blind matches and he was far, far beyond being a user. He was crispy. He showed up late from Europe with a mountaineering back pack filled with 'pot' and a brownie pan of Moroccan blond on the bottom. Gawd can you even imagine my shock? It was a hellacious year of conflict but we didn't kill each other. I couldn't imagine my health decline was due to retaliation. I wonder about classmates. Does carelessness ever end?
Today he is a huge Anthropology PhD figure having discovered a pigmy race deep in a riverine African coastal bush zone who produced some psycho-active plant extract. It was the drug he had heard about, dropped out and returned to discover. I suppose there is mutual financial benefit in the discovering. I also suppose the pharma-funding includes reputation insurance(sic). The extract can be developed where regulations are loose and trials are even looser. I hope there is real medical benefit and not just a stoner's paradise with a golden path for entheologists.
Does the world remember that Central American mushroom entheology rituals were hushed up by both Catholic Priests and USA ambassador Prescott for decades? He wrote the pre-eminent history of the region but there reportedly isn't a word on mushroom entheology in it. Hmmm.
Do the communities of North Carolina know what lurks in their shadows? How is the club scene safety these days? Plants are a respected source of medicine but the variations in season, location and preparation are the reason for modern regulatory oversight. I'm guessing the doc is a cultural hero-warrior among entheologists and randy stoners. There's probably a trail of human tragedy in the backyard of Bill Britt and his family and community leading back to that funk.
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There's the world as I see it.
Racism is 'solved' with enforced, harvested eggs for IVF and surrogate birth farms, albeit exchanging race debates with paternity and inheritance ones. (Did you know Michael Jackson has a third child named Bibi? Nobody knows who the mother is but inheritance is a three-way puzzle now.)
Housing and natural resources limitations are 'solved' with a borderless world, albeit a world where the residents are displaced, not like that's ever been a debate...
Drugs are the jail-free means of separating uncooperative moralists.
50 years ago...
Pastor philosopher Thomas Basich spoke of tolerance for others and I was impressed. It is only now and in hindsight that I realize his sermon had a basic assumption which has been repeatedly violated: security and lawful character of each citizen. He was incapable of recognizing the need to secure his flock despite his Serbian upbringing and contemporaneous rioting in Chicago and other major cities. USA never managed to develop a useful dialog around content of character after MLK's death. Neither did Tom.
As far as I can tell the Nixon tapes were the first public kabala 'broadside'. You might say JFK was first and Nixon the reply. Wars in Asia were a drain on time, talent and treasure. Polio was the first eugenics vector as tainted doses were targeted to predominantly protestant communities. Or was it Typhoid Mary? Medical omertà prevents public discussion of this just like covid origin rumors.
Flashback 40 years ago...
After I hired into that DoD contractor in the early Reagan years, the elderly remainers began retiring at a rapid pace. After a few months I noticed that the number of funeral notices for those fellows seemed to keep pace with their retirements, albeit at a delay. In fact while I didn't keep a spreadsheet, over three years I deduced the entire class of retirees had deceased, each within about two or three months of retirement. It was as though they had built-in expiration timers. And they mostly had something in common: they worked on the nuclear bomber program.
The 'what happened' is Top Secret and I'm not even briefed. There were whispers characterizing the 'what happened' and I'm not going to write a word. You can find articles online. But it was bad and it looked to me like the loyalists were rewarded with jobs for max time and pay knowing that upon retirement USA would use the clause in every security clearance to prevent them from ever speaking publicly or under sedation. We all sign knowing that clause giving permission to monitor is there, just like the Shadow electronic spyware. But the clause doesn't say anything about permitting Gremlins slipping a final 'Mickey' to a retired guy. There appears to be some creative interpretation going on. Dead men tell no tales. Why would any young person want to sign up to that any more?
Finale'
I think that's it for me. A countdown timer is running. I'm sad to be called a liar. I understand I was outplayed. I hope the ending is gentle.
If I'm wrong and survive to see Land Reform impose exodus on protestants I'm ready to leave. In fact, if there were some kind of transfer portal tool on dotGov to aid retired fixed-income moves to quality housing I would go right now.
Merry Christmas. It is my favorite time of the year, and truly 'the most wonderful time of the year'. |
